My life be like.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Hush, baby girl.

My mind is like a volcanoe about to erroupt. All the lava is rising and as the harmless volcano, i can not do anything about this overload of lava.



Alexandra Burke - Bad Boys feat Flo Rida Lyrics

[Flo Rida]
(Bad Boys, Bad Boys)
Alexandra Girl I know what you like
(Bad Boys, Bad Boys)
Oh, oh (Bad Boys, Bad Boys)
Hey, yeah (Bad Boys, Bad Boys)

[Alexandra]
Some people call them players
But I’m far from terrified
Cos somehow I’m drawn to danger
And have been all of my life
It feels my heart’s divided
Half way ‘tween wrong and right
I know I’m playing with fire
But I don’t know why

Yeah the bad boys are always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
I said the bad boys are always spinning my mind
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Even though I know they’re no good for me
It’s the risk I take for the chemistry
With the bad boys always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Oooooh, bad boys

Some think it’s complicated
But they’re straight up fun for me
I don’t need no explanation
It’s nothing more than what you see here
My heart still feels divided
Halfway ‘tween wrong and right
I know I’m playing with fire
But I don’t know why

Yeah the Bad Boys are always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
I said the bad boys are always spinning my mind
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Even though I know they’re no good for me
It’s the risk I take for the chemistry
With the bad boys always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)

[Flo Rida]
I know you want me shawty cos I’m a (bad boy)
Hey s-shawty can’t help it she so so addicted to them rougher fellas
With even the alphabet she only sings the crooked letters
Let mamma take all the risks
For that chemistry she like them tougher than leather
By any means necessary, girl
She likes them ruthless, that’s my world
It’s not the news it’s what I heard
To get them more the merrier
It’s not a big surprise
I know them bad boys catch your eyes
Look at her walk when I go in disguise
You’ll have them shawty don’t worry you fly

[Alexandra]
Yeah the Bad Boys are always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
I said the bad boys are always spinning my mind
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Even though I know they’re no good for me
It’s the risk I take for the chemistry
With the bad boys always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Yeah the Bad Boys are always spinning my mind
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
I said the Bad Boys are always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Bad boys, bad boys



I believe this is my song.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Best.weekend.ever.

On the weekend i went to skyfire.
I had a great time. I got to see someone i hadnt seen in 3 months. This made me realise a few things. The first beiing how much i missed him. The second being how you can see someone and think "Wow, its been a while" and the third is that those feelings dont really ever go away.
For a second, maybe a micro one, i felt somewhat awkward. I wanted to know what he was thinking.
this was near impossible. Ive missed him, perhaps hes missed me.
SO anywho, the fire works were rather lush, the colours totally illuminated the water and i felt a sudden peace. Fuck nos with what, but it was good. I then went home to my aunties and had a mad feed of chicken and salad. Sooo tasty.
My bus trip home was another story. There was this guy and he looked so fimilar, so i talked to him. Hes had it tough. At 17 hes been in and out of juvy. Most people would feel somewhat threatened or afraid of him. I was mesmerised. I no i like bad boys, but this was something different. I understood him. I dont no how? but i sat there for 2 and a half hours and purly listened to him. I didnt judge him. He was a top bloke. And one day, he'll make alot of people proud.
another random point im gonna throw in the mix, is that apparently i see the best in everyone. Yes, this is true. Everyone has flaws but thats wehat makes them human. Im out now, and this has been a very irrelevant blog. But im gonna leave you with one thing. "it only counts if you seen nipple."

Monday, March 15, 2010

Oh, Bad Boys.

How lush would life be if people were fucking straight up?
like for shit sake, is it really that hard?
like FUCK.
I mean sometimes its necessary to lie, a little little lie.
but nothing that will just Fuck someone up.
Thats hardly fair.
Like take this situation for example.
Boy: Oh i love you soooo much!
Girl: OMG HE LOVES ME. I love you to!
Boy: Heheh im totally playing her
Girl: im so happy

NEXT DAY
Boy: Hey babe i love you.
Girl2: hey i think i love you to.

Girl: Hmmm i wonder what hes doing today?

Boy: yer im a mad cunt, im playing to girls.

IM SO FUCKING COOL.

and so the story goes on and everybody gets hurts,

this can be avoided if people are straight and dont fucking say shit for the point of it,

Mind you, this situation isnt in my life. DAUM i wish i was that lucky. I wanna be loved.

hahahah this is my not serious face,
but NO i am not in this situation.

i feel sorry for those who are. Cauz for a little while you feel good bout yourself. Then you realise youve been PLAYED.

I like the motto "dont play a playah"

you dont no if who your tuning is a player.
i spose this is a warning.
DONT TRUST ANYONE.

cept me.
If you fuck with me, ima fuck with you.
thats not a threat, its a promise,

im currently listening to the top songs from 2006 and im just jamming.
im in one of those moods where im like fuck the free world. i do ma own thang!

which is pretty much my additude all the time.
so there you have it.


Xxx

Sunday, March 14, 2010

And so it goes.

I REALLY WANT ANOTHER PEIRCING!
AND A TATOO!
some one please come and make this happen,
Thank you.


so im in need to have my rant for the day,
I DONT GIVE A FUCK,
IM SORRY I DONT CARE,
DO I HAVE A SIGN AROUND MY NECK SAYING I GIVE A SHIT?
FUCK I DONT CARE!


thats pretty much it. pretty sums up all i had to say.
many would be wondering who this is directed at.
im not telling.

until i can think of something else to let off my chest.
im off

xx

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Sorry.
Its an interesting word. It has more than one meaning.
some people say it to settle the peace, some people say it to fill the silence, and some people say it because its meant.
either way, i believe its just a word, I only ever say it when i mean it. I dont say it to be the weakling of the battle, i say it because I truly believe that i am.

If your reading this and you dont no me, i am a random person and say things that are on my mind. Like today when i was in bato, there were these chicks from my school, i assume in year 8. As the were crossing the road, they were screaming and running. Hmm I thought, what dick heads, theres no cars. Small things like this piss me off.

another thing that annoyes me is when people say "what is your probelm?" like shit i didnt realise i had one! but thanks for pointing that out you butthead. Geez.
now that that is out of my system, im off to do the things i do (:
ily

Such is life.


Today was a day I will never forget.
It was a day where i had to say goodbye.
For some people, they would think, your being childish.silly.
But im not. He was a legend.
He was MY legend.
<3
You will live on in my heart forever.


I dont even no why I have a blog.
I read somepeoples blogs and feel like killing myself. They are that depressing.
I shall not give a quote, as that may be deemed as harsh.

HAHAH wait, what do I care?

Well, hate to admit it but i do care.
I care when you dont call me.
I care when you lie.
I care when you accuse me.

Its funny, cos you really dont realise what you had, until its gone.
But is it gone?
Or are people just making excuses so they dont get hurt?

seriously.
who wants to get hurt?

me.


Jokes.


Hmm. decided im to sad to write a blog.

If your reading this,

ILY

xx